Friday, September 08, 2006

do you hold a powerful thing?

Sinking. Drowning. Going under. Wretched memories, days filled with sorrow, conspire with the affirmative side of desolation which is hope. Under the surface of the skin, veins become unemotional as blood continues to flow, only for the need but without the awareness of existence. The divine inspiration, a teardrop, finds a person and continuously would sing every sickening note of a song. As the future draws closer, the inscrutable significance, blurred and out of reach.

Insuperable distractions can convince how empty, unfilled, and that there’s no definitive way to impress people around. Time and time again, in the region of human beings, people fail, give up, feel sorry and yet still believe that they can be happy only that the time for it must be extended. How deeply would it hurt for things left unsaid? On the outside, a smile is depicted with pride, the might of concealing the torment, and yet sadness just sitting inches from the presence of life, often neglected and thus, the real meaning of happiness is wrongly used.

You can’t be happy when you lay blame on other people bearing the thoughts that your own self is in charge for your own actions. Obsessed with bitterness for the sake of selfish desires provides cruel thoughts for the mind, which the heart can never cleanse anymore as the presence of animosity starts to creep in. You can’t be happy if you see sex as a healthy entertainment. Wild nature implanted within human beings must be in control when one puts passion to it. The story of two souls begins when freedom had started and extended the moment love was presented. You can’t be happy when you’re not. You can’t be, when you let yourself drown and get only half of the experience. You’re not happy when you’re denied, when all your time is wasted and when nobody gets you at full price.

In the end, how cliché this sounds, but this one is true: it will always be the power of choice's dictate if you want to avail happiness.

How about me?

One thing, I am happy. I don't have a perfect love to give but I want it to be encompassing. Great things come for people who work for it.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

We all have the ability to hold the powerful thing. But at it is us who dictates whether we want to hold it tight or not. Choices and decisions have to be made in life whether we like it or not and yes, it does show us the way towards our own being and happiness.

I'm glad that you're one happy person dear. Really.

(:

Anonymous said...

We can never go on pleasing other forever, as I have and still continuing, one heck of a job I can say.
The truth in life is that we have to work for the things we want and it never drops from the sky. No pain no gain.
I'm glad that you worked for it and you are happy with it, it truly is a blessing to know that someone has got the happiness they yearn for after working for it
:)

Anonymous said...

i'm happy for you...keep smiling...

i'm always around...

:)