Monday, August 07, 2006

saying enough from too much drama

OPERATOR, THE LINE IS DEAD
Jason Lo
I guess I never wanted this
Another 'ever after' kiss...
Oh Operator, the line is dead
Oh no, it's only me and all the walls inside my head
And for the record I was lost
With only one road I could never cross
And that's the road that takes me here
Oh no, not again
This is where it started
I need you, I'm for you
You threw me, I caught you
Don't leave me and say that you want to find a way back
Believe me, I followed all you said...
Oh Operator, the line is dead
How come you never look away
Everybody bought but I paid
You're not the one who left me here
Oh no, that was me and all the things I wanted
But now I find you different
You broke up all the walls in my head
Please don't go

Thanks Kyels, for introducing the song to me! ;)
There are things I shouldn't take personally anymore. Damn, Aila, my best friend, I need you now. Only you could give me one heck reasonable explanation. Har har. Does saying things directly, honestly and openly could put you into harm? Well I guess, yes. Sometimes. God wants one thing for me: to be happy. It's not all the time that I can find someone eager to safeguard my shattered soul, and so by doing a single brave move for me, I feel loved and wanted. It feels so easy for me to be me. Beat that!

7 comments:

kaiser said...

nakausap mo na si aila? ako rin hindi pa. nakatulog na ata siya. huhu.

Ayie said...

Ang dami ko gustong sabihin sa kanya. After ng exam week namin, I'll contact her right away. Miss ko na kayo!

zeroimpact said...

I'm glad you found a place to go to when in times of need
It's the greatest feeling that you know there is a place for you when needed sanctuary
However you have to take the steps towards it, though it may want o come to you, you still have to open the door and step in
:)

Ayie said...

Zeroimpact: Thanks for reminding me. I'll take note of that. :) Take cares!

kyels said...

Hey dear, I am glad that you liked the song.

(:

Saying things directly and openly can cause harm --- sometimes. Yes, God wants you to be happy; I want you to be happy too. Really.

*hugs*

Ayie said...

Kyels: I love the song, seriously :)

Mwah!

Thank God you're there.

*hugs*

kyels said...

I'll always be there. Muahhh! *hugs*

;)