That's Emz, my soooo damn beautiful friend! Wooohoo! He went to our place today. We prepared one great celebration for him!
There are women who thrive on making men feel guilty after a game. Sure, I could be a victim of stupid games but I’m old enough to discern if something isn’t sexual, isn’t love or for God’s sake, just plain “nothing”. Women should redeem their extraordinary identity; one reason why an irresistible allure ensnares my respect and attentiveness while observing them. I couldn’t put pity on a person when she was the one who chose her fate in the first place but it doesn’t put an end to my question on why there are men who are fond of creating victims, women so to speak.
Evil pulled me down; my heart is filled with annoyance. I got a call this afternoon from a person very close to me. She asked me a favor if there’s a way I could fetch her, head home with her, after waking up from a plaything, believing that the guy loved her. As what I always say, I’m ready to beat someone in whichever way he’ll try to hurt these people very special to me. It’s a lousy thing to do, manipulating a person and getting pleasure out of a controlled response. How can you actually tell “I love you” when these three words are not in agreement? Giving the idea that there’s a relationship when in fact, you’re granting the person that power he can never possess. And lastly, building a promise but unaware of its real meaning.
People can do the best thing in this kind of world by loving one another. I witnessed her crying the moment I was there to see her. Tears wrapped her soul, one soul that had so much love to offer. If there’s a way to release the hold that guy had on her, IF ONLY! How could I? My own conviction can’t rule her life. I’d like to change her fear. I’d like to convert her pain into a brighter realization. I’d like to run away with her from this sorry world. Tough one. Very tough. There’s a sturdy force, a magnet for stitching two people and logic going into the situation is unable to help. You rarely notice it. Like other people, I’ve been dying to be influenced by the force: to “always” see the fireworks, the magic, and the brightness of every day. Probably, like her, fear is ruling my life.
Something is wrong with me (also) and it’s breaking my heart. I may want to see this person feel this affection as I do. I was told that I’m unfair and how can I possibly learn to reciprocate the love offered to me. In no way can I go farther, when I’m stranded. I can’t have everything I want. Not even peace.
3 comments:
Being there for another is certainly to be praised, but there is just so much we can do...
Nontheless do help out those dear to us as it is the only right thing to do.
As for the love offered, take the step forward makes a lot of difference...
Whenever you feel stranded, why not look back and then forward... if it's sweet and will be sweet, why not brave yourself and move further...
Every effort count and there should be no regrets whatsoever afterwards
:)
It's wrong to take someone as a plaything. It's cruel, it's sad. The world is bad. That person should have clear conscience of how it can affect a person's life and emotions. Damn. Fear can rule but we can also shake that feeling off. It's not easy but look at things from a different perspective. It'll be much more brighter. A little bit of effort can offer differences in life. (=
-Kyels-
It is a duty for all who seek love to bear the responsibility to treat the chosen someone with natural respect and love, to only be loyal to one and only one and rightly devote focus to only that single chosen one. If there is another which appears in one's heart.. It dreadfull as all shall shatter with unquestionable doubt.. for the hurt itself would have be much worse than any physical torture.. I wish for a wish only for a truly simple love I seek.. =)
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