Thursday, August 17, 2006

the unknown

Someone threw care to me through the wind and just left. Fair enough because I believe, a better life awaits that person and that's one thing I cannot give anymore. I’m through with the rough patch. New strength is finally here to enjoy “one great feeling” more. To do stupid things, act strangely and offer anything from this wonderful bliss. It defeated my defenses but nonetheless, it has become a part of me; a deeper emotion. Days have been appearing gentle with their static electricity wrapping me from within. I feel a change coming though I don’t know how it would affect me and what it is really all about.

I’m walking around blind, attaching myself to what I feel and I am serious about it. This is freedom. It reminds me that I have choices. That I have options. I never really stopped hoping and believing because there isn’t anything guaranteed. Let’s see where it will take me. No matter how hard I’d try to forget it ever happened, a week filled with breathtaking moments, I won’t let it slip away that easy. It’s something. It’s beauty. It’s something---something for me to give my all.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm glad that you are through with the rough patch and that new strength has found its way to you.

Embrace the freedom. And we all have choices and options to choose from. It's never ending --- choices and options.

And always remember to smile!

(:

Anonymous said...

The choice is always your...
You have the choice, always, you just need to know that.
A wonderful encounter that could set you smiling and laughing would be one to remember...
Always smile and laugh... it's something that we can never get enough of

Anonymous said...

*hugs*

Stay strong. all the best!